Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in citocysp's LiveJournal:

Saturday, September 27th, 2003
5:29 pm	Word Ok i know its been awhile since i have updated this thing, but thats because i have been sick. How did i get sick you might ask? well, that sunday that kelly came over, turns out either she had a cold, or i had a cold, but either way, we both ended up sick. but hey it was worth it so no big deal. anyway, today is saturday and a most glorious one too i might add. kelly is coming over for the evening so all should be well. i tell you, it sucks to be all into being pissed off at women, and then to have one that you meet that turns that all around. so evil is something that i find very interesting. here is one example. so the ex wants her cd back and expects me to give it back after she came and took a bunch of shit that was mine when she moved out. she also asked for the shit back that she gave me and then kept the shit that i gave her. and let me also point out that the shit that i gave her added up to a hell of a lot more than what she got me...but anyway...so i decided i would give her the cd back. just so happens that i gave her more than just the cd back..hehehe...i also added a scratch or two. its also rather impressive to see what a lighter can do to a cd...so she is going to be a little upset with me when she goes to put that cd into her car. with any luck at all, maybe it will mess up her cd player something fierce. and this is what i am talking about. clearly it is totally evil of me to purposly fuck up her cd. now, a part of me feels really bad about it...no wait, a part of me just feels bad, there isnt a "really" in there. the other part of me feels really really damn good. is this a bad thing???? oh well, life's a bitch and so is she. later (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 22nd, 2003
11:55 am	yet again.... Ok we are going to try this again. Last night i wrote on this thing for about 45 minutes just so that this piece of shit could tell my my user name was invalid. stupid live journal. anyway, here's what's going on in the world that is my life. i have decided that maybe women aren't so bad after all. well, at least one isnt so bad, the rest are still psychotic. here's the story... basically i had met this one chick at a party a couple weekends ago. turns out she had the same evolution class that i had my first semester out here. oh yeah, and her room mate stalked me cause she was crazy. but this girl was cool. her name is mandi and i hung out with her for a bit at this party. i gave her my number thinking maybe she would call me sometime and we would hang out. time went by and i never heard from her and i figured she was too busy lately. the girl works like a gazillion hours a week so its not too hard to understand why she wouldnt be able to call. anyway, time goes by, and i get a call on saturday from mandi. she's like hey you want to come to a party tonight? and i was like, WORD! she also had a friend who got on the phone and started talking to me. she was like, hey this is kelly and you dont know me but i just figured i'd say hi. well i was like, umm ok cool, i guess ill meet you at the party. so i ventured off into cleveland and got lost but eventually found my way. when i got to the party i had no idea who anyone was except for Mandi and her friend Maria. but then i heard this voice, and i was like, damn its the chick on the phone. so i started talkin to her and things were cool and for the most part, thats where i had spent my evening. just chillin and talkin to this girl. oh its probably about time i described her to all of you who are reading this thing...she is like 7'2" 325 lbs black greasy hair and fiery red eyes..just kidding... she is about 5'7" thin, perfect body, gorgous blonde hair down to her shoulders, and she has like brownish eyes, so needless to say, this girl is hot. and i have no idea why she is talking to me, but she is, so let's not ruin it for good ol ben ok? anyway, im drinkin like a couple of beers, not really getting wasted since i was tanked the night before. eventually its like 2:30 or so and people are leaving and everyone decides to go to bed. well they were like ben you should stay here tonight since you would have like a 45 minute drive back to kent. so i was like, ok cool. well i think i proved the existence of a higher being because i got to spend the night next to this fine girl and spend the evening playing a good old fashioned game of tonsil hockey. all i have to say is....F'IN WORD! anyway, the next morning came all too early and i snagged her number and she said she would come over on sunday. totally cool, cause she came over and we hung out and had a damn good time. of course i dont give details to things like that, lets just say for once i behaved myself (SHOCK) and i am actually glad i did. so anyway, i know i have been pissed off and salty and bitter at women lately (i mean can you blame me??) with all the crap i have had to put up with, it was hard not to be, i mean with the x who is determined to make my life hell, (which is funny cause this girl i am talking to now is like way hotter than, oh shit, what was her name?? oh yeah, sahra, and she is also 100x more sane than the evil bitch, but then again, that wouldnt exactly take much now would it...)and the stalker who practically raped me, and just basically the woman mentality in general. but yet again, once i have decided to remain bitter and pissed, something comes along and throws me off balance. i mean i was actually enjoying the bitterness. who wants to ruin that with a good mood??? so alas, yet another saga begins...who knows, will this become its own story, or merely another chapter in the joke that is my life? no one really knows.... peace im outtie, like a belly button on an anorexic bimbo! (Comment on this)
1:49 am	this thing is a piece of shit...i just wrote for like 45 fucking minutes and it said ihave an invalid user name!!!! Screw you live journal!!!!! (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 20th, 2003
5:34 pm	THE FIRST ENTRY TO ALL WHO WILL READ: THIS IS A PLACE FOR ME TO VENT ON EVERYTHING THAT IS EVIL IN THE WORLD. MAINLY, EVIL PHYSCHO BITCHES THAT FIND IT AMUSING TO RUIN MY LIFE. BASICALLY THIS CATEGORY OF WOMEN INVOLVES THE ENTIRE FEMALE SPECIES, BECAUSE I HAVE YET TO FIND A SINGLE FEMALE THAT IS NOT IN SOME WHY COMPLETELY PSYCHOTIC. SO GIRLS, BEFORE YOU READ THIS, UNDERSTAND THAT, YES, YOU ARE IN FACT PSYCHOTIC AND COMPLETELY LACKING MENTAL CONTROL. THANK YOU AND ENJOY!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)